tired n not feeling so well...

haizz... since monday go CHN posting....
sit the van go there n come back... alway feel headache...
friday when going back time the bangla sit beside me at the bus...
u noe la the bangla smell....
and he train many ppl some more...
saturday around 3 something...
i come subang again to find my aunty...
and then at nite time go for my uncle wedding dinner...
after the dinner i straight away come back hostel oredy....
coz lazy to come back alone in sunday...
i go back home not even 24 hour come back to hostel again...
haizzz......
sienz...
bored....

wat should i do???

should i accept???
should i trust u???
can i trust u???
i dun noe whether u cheat me o nt...
but i hope tat u will not cheat me la...
may be i still have the phobia, scare people will cheat me again...
how ????
who can tell me??
wat should i do???

CNY coming

10 more day...
CNY coming...
haizz...
hope my wisdom teeth will not suffer me when CNY time...
it oredy swallen for almost 1 week...
hope tat until CNY time it will reduce swallen...

the most happy thing is my tutor give us go back on thursday...
hehe...

chinese new year coming...

3more week...
chinese new year coming...
last saturday and sunday...e
i when back home...
and i do a lot of cookies...
some ar

count down 2010

may be tis year is not a gud year for me...
many many bad thing happen in my family, my study...
but i still finish my tis year course...
and also still continue my study...
hope all the bad thing will end at today...
and all the gud thing will come after a few hour (2010) later
hope all my friend n family will forget all the bad thing tat happen tis year
and have a happy new year 2010

he oredy pass away...

haizz...
tis year is a very very bad year to my family...
thursday(24/12/2009)
my uncle oredy pass away because of cancel....
tis time my grandfather was very very depress...
i as a nurse dun noe how to relax my grandfather mind...
within 6 month my grandfather loss 2 younger brother coz of cancel...
why tis thing will happen???

i hope tat my grandfather will accept tis is the real thing...
n hope tat he will have a very very gud rest...
dun think so must...

why 1 by 1 go from my life???

around may of 2009 my uncle pass away becoz of ureter cancer...
we was very very like the uncle...
he alway bring go here n there to play....

after the uncle pass away my another uncle was be diagnose that having liver cancer
this uncle can cer cells spread very very fast once go check when pain oredy metaltasis to the bone...
is oredy 3rd stage cancer...
n treatment was given b the DR accept give morphine for the pain killer....
tuesday i bring my grandpa go c him,
he oredy pass blood n not urine...
yesterday(wednesday) they call to my house call my grandpa faster go n c him
his life was no longer...
afternoon mhy grandpa go down to his house 1st...
at the nite we go n c him at his house...
he was so tired like my mother site grandpa before he pass away...
my uncle was asking for the food, drink, n want to c all his son daughter wife, grandson n other...

why they will get cancer???
why the gud people will always get this kind of the disease???
who can tell me????

now my mother site de grandmother also like tat having a lot if disease even on treatment...
scare la...
facing all this disease...
i am a nurse but i couldn't help them anything....
haizz....