tired n not feeling so well...

haizz... since monday go CHN posting....
sit the van go there n come back... alway feel headache...
friday when going back time the bangla sit beside me at the bus...
u noe la the bangla smell....
and he train many ppl some more...
saturday around 3 something...
i come subang again to find my aunty...
and then at nite time go for my uncle wedding dinner...
after the dinner i straight away come back hostel oredy....
coz lazy to come back alone in sunday...
i go back home not even 24 hour come back to hostel again...
haizzz......
sienz...
bored....

wat should i do???

should i accept???
should i trust u???
can i trust u???
i dun noe whether u cheat me o nt...
but i hope tat u will not cheat me la...
may be i still have the phobia, scare people will cheat me again...
how ????
who can tell me??
wat should i do???